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Saturday, July 4, 2009

OnlY One-TeTibe TriNgat First laGu ciNta lamA..

on the way balik dari sekayu taDi dengar hit.fm...tetiber ngah sembang2 ngan en.azmi selaku driver aku dan een,berkemandanglah lagu ONly One dari Yellow Card....n secara automatiknya..aku merenung jauh ke luar tingkap kereta...apa yg azmi ckp masuk tling akana, keluar tlinga kiri....yg singgah kat gegendang telinga aku selain dari lagu tu is soalan azmi..
azmi: "tringat kat pakwe lama r tu..?"
aku pandang muka die n jawab "ha a...tringat gok seposeng...lagu 1st ni..."...azmi gelakkan aku...tetiber die cakap..
azmi:"time skoloh kapel doh...org gi skoloh blajo.."
selumber ayam die jer cakap kat aku gitu..aku bidas r balik..."hei..tolong sket eh...org berani kapel lepas org dah hantar tesis kat bilik en.shah tau..." die gelak n menambah..
azmi: "aik..sepanjang degree lu tak kapel langsung ker?"
sambil buang muka ke tingkap.."tak...tak penah kapel pun...tak tau r nape..takut kot....
dia senyum dan diam...aku plak hilang ntah ke mana....pikiran aku melayang....
azmi: yati tu memilih sgt....
tanpa pandang wajah die..." cakaplah apa nak cakap pun...." dalam kepala otak aku nih..dah malas nak jawab bile org kata aku ni memilih....biarlah rahsia jer...kalaulah aku betul2 pandai memilih kan..takdelah makan hati mcm skarang kot....huhuhuhu....so..end of story..malas dah nak ingat...

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

org kata untuk melupakan cinta lama...kita kena belajar memberi ruang pada cinta baru....tapi..walau aku cuba berkali2 untuk memberi ruang..akhirny aku hanya mampu berdiam diri dan masih dibelenggu cinta lama yang kadang2 begitu menyakitkan aku....mungkin bercakap itu lebih senang dari nak melakukannya....apapun..hidup mesti diteruskan....

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