cRy like A BaBy..

its been a long time i dont cry like a baby to my mom....if im not mistaken, the last time i cry like that was two years ago...then...last nite...i feel so sad....feel so hurt inside....i feel so lost....i sent a msg to my mom....just to let go what was inside my heart....n my mom called me...she try to calm me down...but suddenly i cried...i cried so hard even abah get worried....because they know i will not come n crying to them if its not that sirius...or i feel so hurt....they know how strong n how weak i am.... mak ask me not to cry anymore..just forget what has happen...abah too...but still,..i cry...i just want to cry last nite...a lot of things happen lately....n its really burden my heart...n i dont know how to let it go...tears..is one of the way i know.....i fal a sleep a few minutes later...waking up this morning...make my head feel so heavy....tears come out again after subuh prayer....exhausted...forwhat had happen lately....unfaithfull friends...betrayel...crazy boyfriend..."dear GOD...keep me strong..please....please..im weak inside...n i need the strenght to get through all this....dear GOD keep me strong....keep me alive...inside n outside..."......